Midnight….I had just come out of a movie (Saturno Contro)… I was on the main road, ready to go across, but waiting for the traffic lights to turn green….the light was red…I was feeling the cold wind spreading on my face; cars passing by in front of me with an ultimate speed. All of a sudden I imagined to throw myself in front of those cars…it was a thought just for a second. But it made me realize that the difference between life and death is only that of a second. And that difference becomes meaningless if we don’t have the people we love and loved by in our lives. The light finally turned green and I crossed the street to take a cab. The wind had stopped blowing my hair but the memory of that thought still ruffled my heart.
Yaar! that was scary! and believe it or not (I know you wouldn’t) such thoughts have come to me as well sometime earlier. But never even thought to put them on paper.